Odd kinda day, I felt happy and I felt sad, I felt loved and unloved, I felt smothered and alone. Today I spent sometime with my Aunt a widow, her husband my father's brother. She knows loss and I can't imagine what it will be like to know that emotion. I run from it, I fear it, I dread it so I try not to think of it, I bury my head in the sand and yet while it is as inevitable as night and day I know at some point I am going to face it again and again. No room for cowards when you are faced with grief.
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