... ever feel like this is how your life is working? Dad had another little incident this morning with his heart rate, the strain of waiting for results, anxiety? Will we ever know! I know I am worried and it is now showing in my disturbed sleep pattern. I woke about 2.30am, my own heart was racing I think it was a bad dream. Then you lie there thinking all sorts of things, am I having heart problems, is my waking suddenly a sign that all is not well. Your mind and thoughts can really play havoc with your logic at times like this.
Feel yuck but need to go put on my happy face and cheer my Dad up at visiting time. All the while inside I feel like a frightened little girl who just wants her Daddy to be strong and well again.
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